I thought in honour of The Office starting last night I would take a “Which The Office Character are You?” quiz. This was the best one I could find. Apparently I am “Jam” which is either Jim or a combination of him and Pam. I’m not entirely sure.
Your Score: Jam
You scored 17%!

Well, aren’t you just cute? You might not like your job per se, but at least you’re good at it. You’re funny and charming and everybody likes you, so that’s got to count for something, right?
| Link: The Which Office Character Are You Test written by skindee on OkCupid Free Online Dating. |
In other news, Saturday (tomorrow) is my birthday celebration. If you have any questions or anything, please let me know. I don’t get online on the weekends really (though I might to upload some pictures to my Flickr sometime) so the best way to contact me is via text message or phone call. If you don’t have my number… comment the Birthday Plan page. I’ll try to check it before I leave.
First Impressions of Earth by The Strokes.
This morning driving I noticed a couple behind me as I was waiting at a stop light to make a left turn. The guy kept gazing at the girl like he was so in love and extremely sad about something. He looked scruffy and like he’d just rolled out of bed. The girl was dressed and ready for work. She was looking at the guy like she was really disappointed and angry. No look of love in her eyes. After about 2 minutes of him gazing at her and her hard, cold stare back, I saw him say something. Everything in me wished I could read his lips. I knew he was saying something important. By the look on his face, it seemed that whatever he was saying was immensely difficult to relay. The girl just stared and said nothing.
Eventually I had to turn again and I lost them. It made me think, though. For some reason I was surprised at the guy’s look of love on his face. Why does it strike me as so odd that a guy could be totally in love with someone? I’m sure it’s my own bad experiences in life that has made me feel this way. The weird thing is, I have been in love and I know that guys have been in love with me. In fact, when I was seeing The Ex he was the first one to say that he loved me. I didn’t say it until a week later. Before him, I did love someone else. I didn’t realise though until after he had been gone for a week or so.
Aside from my unrequited and requited love experiences, I have a feeling that some guys have fallen for me and I have not reciprocated. In fact, I am fairly certain that there is at least one guy who falls into this category that I have recently encountered.
I liked the feeling of being wanted by someone. I told him I’d never date him yet he tried. He was nothing but nice to me and in the end, I acted extremely selfishly in an effort to keep him from being mad and hating me. Of course this backfired and he now hates me. I have to admit that this really saddens me because he really is the first guy since The Ex that I have felt a real “friendly” connection with and I have invariably fucked it up. I think a lot about how I wish I could do something to mend our friendship but I know there’s not. I just hope that one day he can not only forgive me, but want to be friends with me again.
All I can say is this- I’m so sorry for what I did. I want you to know this and I know that there is no good excuse for what I did to you. I miss our talks and times hanging out. I’m sorry I hurt you.
Beams by The Presets.
Filed under: Pictures | Tags: birthday, codename Gael, kanye west, supernatural

Today I enter into my least year of my early 20s. In exactly 1 year I hit the big two- four. But that’s next year. This year I am twenty- three. Last year? I hit the unimportant twenty- two. I was in north Florida visiting a friend who lives there. Smoking cigarettes, drinking beers, going to the beach, eating lots of Chinese, hanging out. I’m pretty sure that’s the best birthday I’ve had in my life. Hopefully there will be many more fun birthdays ahead of me.
Today? Japanese for lunch with MM and her sister (who started at our work a few weeks ago). Tonight I’m seeing Gael which will be nice. I always love seeing him. 
As for my birthday celebration, it’s been moved to the 29th. Today I’m going to update my birthday plan page, so I would check that out.
As early birthday presents, earlier this week I bought myself season 2 of Supernatural, Tegan and Sara’s new album The Con and Kanye West’s newest CD, Graduation.
If you click behind the cut, you’ll see some lolcat pictures that my friend Sad made for me last week. We call ourselves “Virgo” (me) & “Libra” (her) even though I am technically a Virgo- Libra (btw- happy 1st day of the Virgo- Libra cusp).
Also behind the cut is a birthday wish for one of my favourite models who shares the same birthday as me. 









